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Old Apr 11, 2024, 08:09 PM
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I had a customer provoke a "fight or flight" response I haven't had in years. He didn't do it purposely as it was just a "Thank you very much." pat on the arm. But because it was unseen and unexpected, I nearly jammed my elbow into the man's face in panic.

To the man's credit, he realized what happened and apologized profusely. I accepted (and apologized myself), as it wasn't intentional, but my nerves were shot for the rest of the day. They're still a bit shot today. It's been 5+ years since I've had that reaction and I'm nervous about my job. My boss has been good to me, but if she chooses to believe I nearly attacked someone for no good reason...
Had a chat with my PsychNP not long after this. I've always liked him as a sounding board and he managed to talk me off the proverbial ledge.

Conclusion: If the man who unintentionally triggered me wasn't mad and not going to bring it up, why should I? Also, I'm getting closer to even keeled again, so I'm not going to rock the boat.

Disconcerting, but nothing I couldn't come back from!
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Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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