Feeling a bit sad today. I know I cut the cord, but my mind wanders on my husband a lot. I keep thinking of him in that hospital, lost, alone and without me. It hurts a lot, my mind tells me this is the absolute right decision that I am doing, but my heart is just broken.
The fact of the matter is, there was no lack of love between us - a friend of mind told me that what me and my husband had was passion not real love, real love has a foundation and respect for one another built over time - something I need to learn to have for myself.
Still I am feeling bad. I miss him so much, and as the days pass, the pain gets less, but overall I haven't had to deal with a broken heart in a really long time.
It's just healing from here. But right now, I am hurting.