Definitely feeling better today than yesterday. My ex's mom called me and apologized for giving me the payphone numbers because she knows I am trying to keep my distance. It's better this way. I have to get over him, but if I ever want a friendship with him it has to be when he gets some kind of stability in his life. This rollercoaster is really draining me.
Did another video diary entry today, and I realized I want to be more dressed up for it. Why am I making all these videos looking frumpy? I should do better, at least for myself. The video diary helps me remember what I have been through and my healing, it's really therapeutic, I also still do some journaling as well.
Today was a good day though. It was slow workwise, but I made my quota by the end of the day. It's really hot right now, so I am trying out my AC again. It seems pretty weak, I hope it holds out this summer.