I'm so sorry we're posting so much today. Hope it's okay because we sure need therapy because it's like a volcano about to explode inside. I know the host age slides, and our personality is also greatly affected by the alters who are cofronting. And sometimes the host is even stepped back a lot and is only cofronting and an alter is more of the one fronting.

Sorry I'm so confused and feel like I was thrown in this mess. I feel 100% like I'm a teenage nature girl who is so different than the rest and the memories tell me I'm supposed to be working on some science project but I'm 100% opposed to it and not feeling it. What do I do? Please I just feel like running away. I'm not trying to scare anyone. Just thinking here. What is so wrong with living in the forest? There would be no stress! We could have such wonderful adventures walking amongst the beautiful tress with deers, eating berries and living a natural life away from humans. Doesn't my feelings count?


I'm going to look for a therapist!