WOW.

WOW WOW

The responses in me....

My wife called twice yesterday. I didn't pick up. Then she texted me asking me to quit coming by her work. I haven't been by her work. I avoid going anywhere near her work.

She also said she doesn't even work there anymore.

I replied, a little snarky, letting her know I haven't been around her place of work and I'm not looking for her.

The thing that is WOWing me though is that I've been really overwhelmed since.

Feeling hopeless. Planning for when I lose the house. Spiralling. Wondering how I am going to live.

I didn't feel like that last week, or earlier this week.


I also expect that she lost that job on purpose, or got put out on long term sick leave, preparing for all the money she is going to take from me in court because she has no means to live.

I'm surprised at my flood of emotions.

RDMercer