Thanks. Idk how to stay sober though. I can do it when I’m “me” and with it, but then I black out and come to it with track marks hours/days/weeks later not even knowing what drugs I did. I think this last time involved meth because of all the pick marks I have, but I remember withdrawing from opiates gave me the same itchy creepy crawlies so not 100% sure.

I’m supposed to speak with a mental health professional again later today to see if they can do something to get me into like a residential or something where I’m in a secure facility but it’s not as strict and rigorous as IP. It’ll be a safe place for a bit until I’m not dissociated half the time and frantically trying to distract myself in that state with fked up habits.