I just got discharged from the hospital from an array of problems (vitamin/mineral deficiencies, a mallory Weiss tear, electrolyte imbalances, and an infection because I do stupid things and don’t take care of myself). I just checked my MyChart and things are STILL off just not as significantly. I am still tired (but have no safe place to nap), feel incredibly weak, foggy, don’t want to eat, have a headache, etcetera. I feel like crashing on a couch and never getting up.
My hemoglobin, RBC, MCV, MCH, MCHC, and MPV are lower than MyChart’s definition of normal, some of them pretty off. Apparently I’m well enough for d/c though so I guess it can’t be that bad.
I want to get better physically and mentally. They go hand in hand. Sick and tired of being sick and tired.
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"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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