They pretty quickly got me a CM because I guess the CMHC doesn’t assign everyone one so they don’t have as much of a case load. Seeing her later today.
I swear I’m going to get my shyt under control. I’m going to make music solo and do freelance writing and demand access to my money even if that means taking legal action (idk if I even have a case because she IS my rep payee, but then again she’s not using that money on any of my basic necessities). I’m going to stay out of crack shacks and away from liquor stores even if that means spending every minute I have at the library. Gonna keep to myself when I go to the soup kitchen. Getting off dating sites. Reigning in my anger and self abusing behaviors. Check the facts. Use common sense and listen to the part of my brain that says “this is not a good idea” and not the part that says “fkk it, the consequences don’t matter”

Fill up my time with writing, studying music and when I get some space making some, doing volunteer work on trail days.

People hate me and I’m sorry I’ve been such a disturbance. 180 starts today. Gonna get straight to work with my CM I’m getting placed in a residential and I don’t care if I have to go to Timbuktu for it, I’ve nothing here.