I need to color today I've spent far to long avoiding it. I learned I hate Pikachu. But can't send my niece a picture and not my nephew. though I'd love to get the money together for a steam deck for him. I'm getting my discount bus pass soon. Then I have to practice going places alone. I'm so scared to go places alone. I need to get use to it.

I have to decide if I'm going to get an art degree and start this fall. H is going to try and get into their imaging program. If he does that gets a degree and starts working I'll no longer be able to get SSi or any assistance. I want to go for art but I may go for computers as I'm going to need to make money. This is the only way we see us moving to a better apartment for me. Hopefully we both can hold down part time jobs. We're hoping 3 -12 hour shifts will work for us. This is a long game. I hate not being able to get a place I need. Once everything is done we may move out of the city. So I have to decide money or art. I'll need to do vocational rehab to get a job that suits me, I'm scared.