Been exploring an interesting mental health hypothesis: Essentially that I'm on the autism spectrum. Whether that's a comorbid diagnosis or in place of bipolar, I don't know. Al lot of symptoms fit. Special interests, stimming, trouble with sarcasm and lack of routine.

My PsychNP explored this in part with some diagnostic tests. Some revealed a likelihood of being on the spectrum, others were within the margin of error for a positive result. These were done with the idea that I would be tested officially. That never happened. To be honest, I don't think I believed it.

Now, I'm coming around to the idea