Yes! Just a few minutes ago I thought that the "me", apart from other alters, has died. I thought I was going to switch and suddenly it hit me that I really have no idea who I am. Within the system I go by the name Lyra. Other than that, I don't know.

I guess what you said about the line between you and Hyena blurring would mean you two becoming integrated - yeah, I know, a scary thought.

What I decided to do is to try and try and try to accept that "the others" are me too, even though I don't know what they are up to sometimes. That each of them is a part of my identity.

What a mess. Hehe.

Katie, also confused.