Really sitting with, for the first time, how different my life could have been if I would have looked for help the first time I wondered if I had bipolar disorder is not fun/easy. I know being in the middle of symptoms isn't making these emotions any easier. I'm in that weird spot where I can't tell how much of my anger/irritability is to be expected at the moment and how much (if any) is because of my bipolar symptoms. We'll see what tomorrow brings.

I had some nice interactions with my student's today though-my student's this year are exactly who I've needed to have in my class during all of the physical and mental health stuff I have been going though.