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Been a weird couple of days. Been off this forum too for a little bit, just taking a break. I think I post here too much. I do it when I feel a bit manic. Have stopped taking my morning meds the past week, and I feel a lot better about it even thought I am not really tired tonight.
I think I realized that I am not as bipolar as I think, (as delusional as that may seem), yes sometimes I have bursts of energy when I am a bit too overstimulated, but who doesn't? I am a pretty frugal person who saves money, so that manic spending stereotype is out the window. However, I do get really depressed sometimes in the morning over my ex, but who wouldn't after a heartbreak?
I think my life has had some major ups and downs the past few months, and I think I've been handling it pretty well. Since being sober three years, and restful sleep each night, this bipolar curse just may have been lifted. I just have to see what my doctor says next month about stopping my morning meds. She may yell at me, but oh well, that heavy medication is not helping anymore.
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