I quit my part time job. I finally realized I cannot mentally handle retail. This is my second retail job. My first one I was at for a little over 3 months and I left due to the stress. I decided to give it a try again somewhere else. So I’ve been working at this place for a full month. It’s extremely stressful and the unpredictable hours at random times wrecks my sleep and triggers episodes and I end up going 2-3 days without sleep, having severe paranoia, anxiety and panic attacks. So yeahhh, I thought this time it’d work out. But I literally cannot handle that amount of stress. So no more retail. I’m taking time to myself for a few months then maybe going back to college to finish my associates degree. I feel kind of like a failure.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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