I can’t win.
Outside in subfreezing temps at 3am AND NOW THERES A FKING COUPLE SCREAMING AT EACH OTHER, walk 2 hours for coffee where this guys like “am I talking to Sam Sam or alter ego Sam or the void of Sam?” which is great because I don’t even know the guy (so naturally I went to his place), and then this lady I don’t even know bytches at me about TOOTHPASTE. Meanwhile I’m walking and every other car is OMG THEYRE THROWING SHYT NOW blaring some kind of rhythmic noise that sounds like someone recorded their bout of diarrhea, and this woman shooting up in the bathroom was an obvious newb and got blood everywhere. Some chica from the psych hospital called and asked to hang out and I got there with her mad drunk. Like, will not know wtf happened drunk.

I know I’m needy, but hear me out. I just want some QUIET! A place to exist without someone trying to fk me or get me fked up or fking me over.