I looked it up and art therapist need university. I don't think I even want to work anymore to be honest. The craziest thoughts are coming in my mind that if I was pregnant the extra income would save me from the humiliation of trying. Of course I'm not going to do that but still the thought is there. I think I'm going to forget about study and get a therapist. There's no point studying when my mind is broken. It's like pouring water into a broken cup. Anyway I wouldn't wish my corrupted DNA on anyone. It's a good thing that im single too nothing damaged to give anyone. I think I'm not going to ever have kids they don't need to be failure or imbeciles like me.