From check in thread. I don't feel comfortable posting there so much.
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Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer
I'm tired of waiting to see where I'll be in life in 5 years from now. Wish there was a crystal ball.
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I just want to know if I end it or if I somehow by some miracle end up at peace, financial stable, not living in someone's room, and ending this nightmare cycle of being 10000000000% suicidal over and over and over because of trauma. The real question is will they ever allow me to end it.
Not feeling so multiple all the time lately which is hard to adjust to and I keep asking why, what happened. I'm afraid to talk to them for fear they won't answer.