It’s been almost two weeks since my OP, so I thought I would give an update. I also want to say that I appreciate all of the responses because it’s way less scary when you’re in the thick of things if there are people who hear you and understand. I’ve also realized that I can search the forums for similar posts and get a lot of good insight, but like I said, it’s nice to engage with others about what I’m going through. Anyway, on to my update…

I did the irresponsible thing and changed my meds before talking with my psychiatrist, though I think I made the right move even if it wasn’t responsible. And after talking with my doctor I’ve got the green light to continue with the change. I’m back down to the original dose of Wellbutrin and I’m also taking a double dose of my mood stabilizer. I am feeling a bit better partly because I’m experiencing less dyskinesia. I know it’s probably too soon to realize a positive chemical change, so there might also be some placebo benefit for just believing I’ve made the right move.

I’m also in the process of changing my job. It’s with the same employer, just a different job. It’s not less stressful, but the stress is very predictable and involves less interaction with other people which is way better for me. It’s also great because I’m not giving up my 12 month qualification for FMLA. We’ve had better weather too and I’m taking horse riding lessons soon, so I’m feeling optimistic even though I’m not completely out of the woods yet.

Thanks again for your responses! TGIF!!!