Deee-

Can relate to a lot of your circumstances.
I speak with humans every day, but in a work context, so mostly not reciprocal relationships.

I feel like I can't tell many people how I am as I don't want to lose my job. Not impaired in any way that affects my work but this degree of isolation is not "normal".

And lately I feel alone as I am not in contact with anyone who has the same issues that I do. It is difficult for me to get out and I can barely afford rent.

I am chronically behind on my life due to health issues but hoping I will make it through this.

I'm glad you posted, I hope you find answers that work for you, and will be interested in seeing your progress. Hope you keep posting here.