Don't know what to say. My SDit is allergic to chicken. Victoria is still not really talking to us. I feel like I lost her. When h did try talking to her she snapped at him. She doesn't even respond to texts. We are committed to staying here. Hopefully we don't loose the car. See pdoc Monday no idea what to say. I'm going quite again. I hate when I go quite. My mom called and we talked for awhile. I'm lactating and I'm not pregnant. I don't want to go off latuda. I'm just done. I want to live somewhere that I can have independence. I've become someone I don't even want to be around. I'm waiting for my husband to say he wants a divorce. We've been married almost 20 years. I just want to feel better. I ordered pizza tonight even though we need it for bills and Victoria's friends are coming. Husband hurt his back Dr says stretch it. I realized before moving here we regularly did things 3-5x a week now nothing we haven't really found a community here.