“No wait, come back, I didn’t mean it. I miss your love” (more like attention)

The feels.
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Okay, story time.
Loved the hell out of my dad, then realized he was the reason I’m fked up (not to say lay the blame game, but when you do drugs with your kid and let rapists baby sit her while you’re off doing God knows what, there tends to be an impact). Spent forever going back and forth between “I’m going down the hole with you” and “go to hell, I’m out.”
And then I get a text from some dude “your dad always said u were a stupid slut” (kind of a term of endearment).
But yeah, I guess he finally found a place where he isn’t hurting and can’t hurt anyone anymore.
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I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL MOFO!