When???

I get so bored, lonely, and impatient. I've facebook stalked some of the people that I knew were going places and they're like married to their first partner and nurses or, well, most of them are nurses haha, but one's a photographer, one I used to run with is a chem tech, and one of the girls I caused madness with went to rehab, got clean, and is an addictions counselor now. I get they only post the good, but they at least have some good. I know I'm comparing myself to others which is not good, but I mean I just fked everything up whereas these guys are the ones calling the cops on me.