i feel a little insecure right now ... and because i've been so positive all week i feel a bit of a let down ... i feel a bit overwhelmed. we are going down to my parents in law tomorrow morning, staying with them over night then going to look at property for my daughter to rent at uni .... sometimes it's nice to post here where it's peaceful ... i can just go back to being little and not worry or a while .... i feel i have to be the big grown up adult now looking after my daughters interests ... and what if i cry or get emotional or something..... oooooooohhhhhh

we're sharing the driving too and my huby is a terrible back seat driver .... stress ......

on top of all that my daughter keeps saying she can't wait to go and live down there which is great but i feel she wants to get away from me or something, this is my insecurity i know and i don't say anything ..... i wish i had a mum to call up or have a cuddle from right this minute .... i'm sorry if i let anyone down tonight after being positive, i know it will pass, just feeling a little sad and confused ..... my t this week says i'm in conflict with little kerry ecause everything is coming back, all the pieces in the jigsaw ..... sorry if i'm in the wrong place posting this ..... i know it sounds silly but it's like a thread within a thread and it just feels that bit safer .... i'm so stupid i know just going to sit in the cornerthe garden behind a bush for a while ..... i would appreciate any hugs going spare too

thankyou for listening.... treasure/jinny