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When I watched Svengoolie last night, and even though he was cracking a lot of jokes about it that little Zuni doll at the end of Trilogy of Terror kept me up all night. It freaked me out as a kid and freaked me out most of the night so I couldn't get up this morning and go to church or see my parents. Was pretty upset about it and feeling like a failure, but I picked myself up, made a pep-talk video for my video diary, and got on with my day.
God spoke to me today and said it was okay and to spend the day with Him, which I did. Even though I missed my morning sermon at my church I got to listen on to Joel Olsteen's Live Sermon at 10am and the message was "You are Worthy" which helped my self-esteem a lot. I still feel broken and beat myself up so much.
Was also worried about mania creeping in, but I think I am going to be okay. Went to Zaxby's and cheated on my diet with shrimp and fries, it was so good and so worth it. It ended up being a really good day.
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