Ive also realised that I've been very childish everyone that tried to help me I attacked because they weren't saying what I wanted, but I refused to merely accept the truth that I am unsuited to nursing. I realise now that I've been throwing tantrums like a child. Not getting their way and it's time for me to act like an adult and face things at face value, stop hurting the ones that love me the most with my childish tantrums, depression for they are not at fault it's the way I think of myself and the world that makes me unhappy. It's me that must take responsibility for my unhappiness no one else