It's helped me understand that some things cannot be understood. It's given me a lot of learning experiences I would not have otherwise had. I've met some cool people with similar struggles and we've been able to feel less alone together. Things are hardly boring (although that can also be attributed to the addition of rapid cycling AND a BPD comorbidity). I've recently been told that as dysfunctional as I get, learning to come back from that/this will give me the opportunity for some pretty ******* good wisdom.

Best solo (of any instrument) ever?