Finally my drugs were delivered. I didnt want to miss hearing the knock, so i kinda waited by the door all afternoon. Its like the olden days, waiting for your crush to call, or the mailman to arrive. But now im set for 3 months, except for my monthly insulin which i have to pick up myself.

I had oatmeal for dinner and now i need a nap to destress from the anxious waiting.

Holy carp i just read about the CPAP machines lawsuit. I stopped using mine after the initial 3 months or so because i didnt like the idea of forcing shyte into my respiratory system. And now thats what they say theyve been doing, the internal foam carp. Dodged another bullet, this time in spite of my good dr, not due to. I used to tease-chastise him that he never gave me any drugs or stuff that i could get hurt on and sue for and make a million bucks and retire.