Hi, thank you for your reply -
Would you believe I've been seeing a therapist for almost 5yrs I have talked about it a little bit, but it gets to be too much. I start to think there is no way for it to work out. It makes me feel really sad. I haven't told anyone else, and I know I can't call him all the time, so I try not to say too much about it.

You raise an interesting point. Maybe if it was just normal stuff, I would have dropped it by now. I mean, it's not as strong as it used to be, but it hasn't gone away either.

"somehow work thru it",,, I guess I can't do that unless I face it with him. Ok, bebop, guess I better try tharder to talk to him about it.
thanks again for you words, its such a relief to be able to talk to someone else about it
Quay