I guess maybe I explained it all wrong, my therapists were deffinitely on my side. They support me and actually the whole time I was thinking I had to explain to them why I was moving out. But one therapist literally had to tell me to STOP I was trying to explain myself and she told me I don't have to do that. In fact she doesnt' want to be put in that role. She doesn't want to be one who tells me what I can and can't do, she said it's my decision and it should stay my decision and I don't have to try to pursuade her in any way. After that I realized what I had been doing to both of my therapists, I was putting them and their opinion above myself. I was thinking of them as being on a higher level than myself instead of being equal. I just wanted to clear that up I guess. The two people from the assisted living were not therapists, actually there isn't even a therapist who works at the assisted living. In fact the nurses there are not actual nurses, they are med aids, all but one. I don't know the place is really just negative. Though one of tne staff that was at the meeting did apologize to me yesterday, the other one didn't even look at me, but I don't care, I'm still not staying there.
Jennifer
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