I'm really struggling. Recently, I went to the emergency room 4 times in 8 days. I'm frustrated by the seemingly endless waitlists to access the care that I need. I'm not angry or resentful, as I understand more people than ever are suffering from the issues I'm suffering from and are trying to access care, and this is placing an enormous strain on our healthcare system which is struggling to keep up. I just don't know how much more of this I can withstand. I'm trying to get through this, I really am, but I feel like I'm failing.