Honestly, I don't think I even have bipolar d/o. What are my "manias" but being a touch more impulsive than already very impulsive? Or feeling like this roller coaster got stepped up from Magnum XL-200 to Millennium Force? What are my "depressions" but simply not filling the void with some vice?

Haven't been on meds in a while and do not notice a touch of a difference.