]Vaguely remember talking to my case manager in person today. She was trying to get a hold of me, but I didn't answer any calls because it made sense that if I talk to someone, either I'll be honest and be shamed or punished or I'll lie and they'll think I'm okay. I'm afraid I'm going to wind up IP. Again. And then feel better in a day, get discharged, come out, and THEN DEAL WITH THE SAME SHYT.