Anxiety levels still bad. I asked my therapist if I should call and she pretty much just said, "Your serotonin and dopamine levels are fukked. I think you need to get out of your apartment more." Thanks Noelle. That's REALLY helpful. I have been getting out of the apartment more, now that I'm feeling a bit better, and I'm STILL anxious 😟. No shyt my serotonin and dopamine levels are messed up.

I've been having distressing dreams/nightmares. I TOLD my psychiatrist this would happen if we lowered my gabby dose, last time he wanted to, and all he said was, "That's weird." I hope he doesn't just recommend I go on prazosin next I see him. I'd rather not add ANOTHER med to my already over inflated pharmacy of meds.

I haven't been able to concentrate or read or write as of late because of my stupid anxiety, which is no good. I have stuff I need to read!

Got another short story rejection yesterday. I'm not even going to bother anymore. It's a waste of time.