There is a someone who came into my life recently, and through the insanity that I bring they have been a great inspiration. They said they care immensely about me, and that they would help me out in any way they can. There is reciprocity with that too.

I am awful at maintaining relationships. I don't want to test them/push them away, or run away at the slightest hint that they're going to leave like I always do.