Been taking as much food from pantries I can get and pretty much cleaning out the cabinets when I go to someone's place and b/p'ing. But that stops today. At this point, I've been around the block enough to know I can control my actions, and regular healthy meals with enough protein and some fat will keep me from binging, which will keep me from purging.
In the words of Taylor Swift, "I just wanted you to know that this is me trying."