Next time my CM calls, should I tell her I intentionally overdosed a couple nights ago? I don't want her to overreact and send me to the hospital needlessly. I feel fine right now.
I get I should be honest or I won't get help, but I also won't get help being in the hospital a fourth of the year purely because I am frequently a threat to myself. I need to learn to deal with sui thoughts/urges without acting on them because they WILL NOT magically disappear.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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