I think I get it, LT. At least the importance of having part of yourself in that space. There was one item, a selenite crystal, that I gave L. I wanted it in the corner of her window so that the light flowing in would produce the energy of the crystal: peace and calm, mental clarity, and well-being. She was hesitant and said something along the lines of she didn't want people to have any misleading thoughts about her. It stung so bad. She did accept it even when she came back. It was the first (and only so far) item I've given back to her. I, too, wouldn't have wanted it back. It was just a crystal. But it has so much more meaning than that. I wanted a place in there with her. And not accepting it felt like she wasn't accepting me.

I could be wrong in my understanding. But I do feel for you. It's hard being the client.