I have such trouble getting up and getting going. I just feel numb and sick in the morning. It takes several tries to get up for good. I'm still getting stuff done tho -- not a lot, but at least one chore a day, so my home is still running okay. I got my dog groomed yesterday and that's a big deal for me as she so hates it. But i asked my one close neighbor to drive us, so i had her support, which i was grateful for.

I've gotten back into playing online Scrabble competitively, against other humans. It's nice to have the company and i am happy to see my game is in good shape after these recent years of playing the dumb bots. Strategy is much more important playing other humans. I have to play defensively too, whereas with the bots it's all offense.

The crazy Seroquel dreams continue to bother me. Hate that. I don't want to go to bed because i don't want the bad dreams and i don't want morning to come. Sigh! But i think we all feel regular sleep is important for health with bipolar.

Hugs to all who need them!