I wish I could work, but the last job I had forced me to leave my practice but the work was so interesting it was worth it. It is a National Lab, since I am ill, when I could still go onto the campus, I had a 1 hour time limitation because of a governmental exposure rules. At this lab both DOE and DOD contractors work, and I was the DOD contractor's section chief. Well in an hour you are lucky to park and get down to the lab you are visiting. So, when I would go in, I'd stay all day, the guy we liaise with that manages the grounds got mad at me and told me I should not be doing that. My response was, why, is it going to kill me? He didn't know how to respond to that. I just can't go in anymore, I tire out too easily, and one should not be making important decisions in that state. Never thought I would see a time when I thought I would say, how much I miss work.