I can relate to the feeling of things maybe not getting better. I've been depressed since 2017 and I've tried different meds and therapy.

But for some reason I hold on to the hope that things will get better. It might take time and I have to hold on as long as I can.

I recently started Vraylar and my anxiety is lower which is giving me hope that I'll find something that works even if it's not Vraylar.

Take things one at a time, go slow and be patient with yourself.