Understandable. It's rough and seemingly endless. We're here for you though, and if there's anything we can do to help, let us know. Even if it's a kick in the butt to brush your teeth, take a shower, have a healthy meal, or step outside for a bit (please make sure you're taking care of yourself. Even if it feels impossible, it's doable and will help)

I do hope posting here again, even if you don't stay a prolonged period of time, helps you know this isn't a battle you're facing alone.