I'm kind of just here today. My stomach hurts and I threw up this morning but I kept down some tuna and almond butter a couple hours later. I'm in such a rut though. I feel really depressed but my pdoc won't raise my lamictal or prestiq. I'm only on 25mg prestiq and 75 mg lamictal. Thats hardly anything in my opinion. He won't even tell me why he won't raise them.

Basically today I'm just lying in bed again wasting my life away.

Now I'm throwing up again and stuff and I keep taking these huge shits. Sorry for the tmi. No clue whats what.

I took all my meds early really early including my 5PM Geodon so I feel a bit better mental health wise.