At this point I'm surviving hour to hour! My husband asked me if I was going to call tomorrow and I didn't want to because I don't want to sound like a whiny bytch, but enough is enough! I'm fudging calling!

I'm actually relieved all my meds are locked up. Can't abuse my Seroquel. Can't take more gabapentin than I'm supposed to. And I don't trust myself anymore, not after last weekend. I'm going to run out of PRN Seroquel, but I'll deal with that later.

I actually thought of a novel idea this morning while I was writing in my journal, so I'm excited about that 😊. Hopefully it works out. I haven't actually taken it to the planning stage yet.

@Mountaindewed

I'm sorry you've been so sick and your psychiatrist won't raise your doses. Yes. 75mg of Lamictal is hardly anything! What were you on before? I take 200mg. I think most people are on that. I'm not sure though. Sometimes I feel like I'm just laying in bed, wasting my life away too.