So sorry to hear about your struggles. My dad was discovered to have cancer when they did the autopsy on him (he died due to refusing to vaccinate against COVID-19) so I can only imagine how it must be for you.

I'd put CSA as C-PTSD, especially if it was in your developmental years which it seems it has been. I also have a history of (C)SA and C-PTSD, amongst other things.

I don't know how it is to be terminally ill, so I hope you are living every minute of your life you still have left. Judging by the picture, you do have some company. I hope you can find a support network for connecting with people (be it just doing it here on the forum, or in real life).