I too... thought... it doesn't matter.. I was raped.. I am not in pain.. I knew.. my rapist.. my husband..

The pain... the hurt... the terror... it eats away.... and yes.. the shame...

And.. I thought.. too to talk about.. it.. what difference would it make.. "I feeL nothing"...

Getting it out... talking about it.... has eased my pain... my acute pain...

much care for you...