As I get ready to call it a night, I find myself with some paralyzing anxiety. I doomed scrolled for a very long time. I think a lot of it has to do with the unknowns of what my phsyical health will be like when I wake up/this week. It was pretty bad this weekend, but I had to push through it to get some much needed cleaning done since my roommate sucks at it and will leave coffee and food spills on the counter. She only cleans if a cockroach gets in or she is having people over.

She's been driving me nuts, but financially speaking living alone isn't an options, so I will resign our lease to live hear another year.

Some of the anxiety is probably also from the fact that, tomorrow, I need to have the guts to initiate the conversation with my counselor about her not being the right fit anymore. Confrontation sucks, but I have faith that I'll find the guts to do this.

Three weeks of the school year left-that's wild to me!