Hey your 27 im 72.

Idk. Do 90 meetings in 90 days? I know its very hard to stay present in a decent state of mind. When my mother was alive, a call from her would put me under water for 3 months. Maybe thats where they get the 90 days from.

We've had a few people unalive themselves in my apartment complex (ive lived here a really long time) so i kinda feel like management sees me as a possibility cuz they seem awfully happy when i seem happy, plus i used to see a shrink who has an office here so its no secret im nutso.

Nobody tells you life stinks. Its like half good, half bad. Theres art and music. Its like the two wolves - the one you feed, survives.

Half my high school graduating class is gone. Some od'd after graduation. Some died from AIDS, some from childbirth, some from murder. The heavy drinkers and smokers passed in their early fifties.

I think you just hang on as long as you can and try not to make any rash decisions. My t said that Proust said you need a project.