Depression is high right now. So much going on. My pdoc switched my anti-depressant from one med to another. It hasn't taken affect yet. I don't feel any difference. I thought about contacting 988 tonight. But I think I will wait it out. They weren't too helpful last time. I think I will just head to bed soon. I have to be up at 5:20am tomorrow. Maybe I should journal before bed. Get these dark thoughts out. I think I will do that next. Well good night.