H is mad at me again. He called me in to help him with something on his computer and while I was fixing it I deleted a 'test' comment on his fantasy baseball league blog. He got furious. Because they aren't allowed to delete comments. I didn't know!! So I told him he needs to learn how to deal with the website himself so I don't get his friends mad. He took that to mean i won't help him with anything. I told him that's not what I said, not what I meant. I just don't want to mess him up again on the blog. Of course I started crying I couldn't help myself. I feel so broken. Why won't he just leave me if I make him so miserable? I guess he's as incapable of leaving as I am. I am drinking wine and thinking dark thoughts. I should write them away.