I haven't thrown up yet today. Which is good. I had coffee and tuna too and my stomach feels ok. I feel pretty down in the dumps right now but I'm guessing I really did throw up my meds yesterday.

I had planned on going out but I didn't. I need to just get off my *** and go somewhere. So now I'm thinking taking a shower and doing laundry will be enough to be considered having a productive day.

I don't know what I need really. My therapist is nice and stuff. I just need to be pushed more.

I'm hoping my stomach stays this calm though. That could be a game changer. The fact I didn't barf up my coffee is sort of a big deal.

I'm about to lose my mind from lack of meds though. I'm thinking of just taking them now. The lamictal anyways.